diidle-deedle-doodle

well, I may dont have time to do this hobby in the next 5 days, so ill try to do my best to draw as much as i can before Im getting busy again(bunyi macam satu kewajipan lak) in UiTM or MARA which doesnt come up with any news yet which pissed pretty much everyone( Im not excluded )



so, heres my drawing of .....stuffs. if you notice, I never color my drawings..thats simply because Im not good at it...T-T

machine

here's something to share. to make your machine or any kind of metal look like one, the simplest way is to draw an inverted 'C' line on its surface like what I do up here...well it doesnt have to be a perfect C, youll just do a line, then make a curve. it also helps make the drawing looks more..detail haha

creature

like I said before. its hard(for me) to draw human and any other existing creature..coz its god's creation and..and its hard to copy while non-existing creature is easy coz it doesnt exist so people cant compare. I dont have much tips bout drawing human coz im bad at it. well, all i can say is, look at yourself..and oh, read comics or manga..it helps

machine and creature alltogether

yeah I know, this one is a lil bit messy, its becoz I do it 4 am in the morning. im downloading songs so I drew this while im waitin...sigh when living things and machines drawn together, you must be careful not to make the living look dead, while the machine look alive.
unless both is in stationery. to make a moving things looks like its moving in drawing, simply add some random lines around them depending on its direction of movement...I got no example to show, but you get the picture..rite?

over and over...

yeah, my day cant be more boring... I've been doing the same thing everyday. so i got nothing to post in this blog. uhh, this feeling, is so wrong...emptiness, useless, boredom. this unpleasant feeling reminds me of a poem, life's brief candle:-

"To-morrow,and to-morrow,-and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out,out,brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow,a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
and then is heard of no more;it is a tale
Told by an idiot,full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing

hahaha we learn this in form 1...shakespeare has such a beautiful language..i mean, imagine playing scrabble with him!! haha the only reason im saying this crap coz i got nothing to do...

p/s: by the time you finish reading this you realize you have wasted the precious 1 minute of your life...T-T

that feeling when you defeat yourself

yourself?? no typo. what I mean is LUST. yup, my lust..haha I find it really hard to do something good right now(its far easier before) but when I succeed on overcoming it, god know how great the feeling is. like defeating your biggest nemesis(which really is). yeah!!! victory is mine!! defeat is mine too..haha I like the smell


humm, I feel bad because I failed to istiqamah in my ibadah as planned. on the other hand, it seems that its slightly affected by mood, which is wrong. sigh, I'm happier in my ibadah when i'm happy and lazier when i'm sad/depressed and its uncontrollable. which can't be an excuse either. god, why is it so hard to be good???

Sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang-orang yang bertaqwa, dan orang-orang yang berusaha memperbaiki amalannya. an-nahl ayat 128

this is Allah's promise to every person that strive to be better..

still got more to learn, yet no time to lose( ok I lied, im in paradise, soo bored and got lots of time) haha i cant wait to move my ass off this house. to UiTM-a place of learning. and I got some to-do list to be accomplished there. hehe

1. change personality: funny/clumsy>cool/neat


2. zero cursing


3. dont be lackey and mundane


4. study seriously


5. play seriously


6. be more brave, shout your thoughts( useful one for sure )


7. zero talkin trash


8. gain respect( yes, im lack of it in taiping T-T)


9. ummm, ha! be thinner( 218 flight of stairs waitin, I see bright light )


10. survive

huaaahh, owh and by the way, I'll be making spectacles tomorrow insyaallah. you know what that mean..me eyes....T-T

zzzzzzzz....

definition of FAST

quite obvious, but some doesn't get the point. the term fast differ to each person and also depends on the time, place, weather..basically everything(not to miss, the kind of transport were riding)..

kalau minyak itu percuma, ak nak bawak krete tiap2 hari!!!

take for an example, when in sitiawan road to the mall and everything is fine, you are considered fast if you reach 90km/h. which is quite contrary if youre in a highway. that speed, is slow and the definition of fast is changed to 120km/h. and im writing this bcoz of my mom. haha she said that im fast as I reach 90km/h eventhough that the road is straight, wide, new, long, and empty(it can't be better).. but yet my mom wont stop yelling me to slow down. sigh, as a good son, I obey...n_n

spot the missing part!!! hehe

someday, imma take you out all alone baby, just the two of us, beneath the big blue sky....and the glimmering stars...someday buddy, but not today..T.T

well, driving auto car is easy, but yo'll miss all the fun part that manual car brings. the clutch, the pickup, the gear-changing,.......the clutch

what RM7.00 can do...

time taken to make this: 2 minute

price: rm7.00

length of reaction: 50 seconds+-
price: priceless

sebenanye ak x berape gemar raikan hari ibu ni. sebabnye, ak rase meraikan hari ibu ni menjadikan ibu x istimewa. i mean, ak ingat mak aku tiap2 hari, macam x perlukan peristiwa baru nak ingat, baru nak kasi hadiah. aku walau bukan hari ibu pon ak kasi hadiah ape. tapi manusia normal ni, perlukan alasan untuk bagitaw yg die sayang mak die. hari ibu baru nak kasi hadiah. huhu..tapi, supaye mak ak x sedih, ak bwat r gak hadiah untuk mak aku...ak kuar beli mug kosong, marker, dan ribbon..total sume 7 ringgit. balik rumah...bwat hadiah, terus bagi mak ak. ak xtaw nak bagi mcm mane, so, ak datang dekat mak ak, bagi mug, peluk sambil ucap 'selamat hari ibu, topek sayang mak(intonasi: blur)' ak ingat mak ak akan trimas aku je. tetibe kuar air mate lak...darn it, ak xtaw nak react camne. so ak tunggu jela situ. pastu mak ak cakap pasal U lak tetibe, pasal kejayaan ak adalah hadiah paling berharge gitu..sekejap je pon. xsampai seminit kot...kite sambut hari ibu ni, kite taw ke ape sejarah hari ibu?? hehe ak nak kongsi sket ape yg ak jumpe(ni jugak salah satu sebab ak xnak sambut hari ibu):-

Only recently dubbed “Mother's Day,” the highly traditional practice of honoring of Motherhood is rooted in antiquity, and past rites typically had strong symbolic and spiritual overtones; societies tended to celebrate Goddesses and symbols rather than actual Mothers. In fact, the personal, human touch to Mother’s Day is a relatively new phenomenon. The maternal objects of adoration ranged from mythological female deities to the Christian Church itself. Only in the past few centuries did celebrations of Motherhood develop a decidedly human focus.

Goddess Isis - Early Egyptian Roots

One of the earliest historical records of a society celebrating a Mother deity can be found among the ancient Egyptians, who held an annual festival to honor the goddess Isis, who was commonly regarded as the Mother of the pharaohs. Her stern, yet handsome head is typically crowned by a pair of bull horns enclosing a fiery sun orb. She is most often depicted sitting on a throne.

So the story goes, after Isis’ brother-husband Osiris was slain and dismembered in 13 pieces by their jealous brother Seth, Isis re-assembled Osiris’ body and used it to impregnate herself. She then gave birth to Horus, whom she was forced to hide amongst the reeds lest he be slaughtered by Seth. Horus grew up and defeated Seth, and then became the first ruler of a unified Egypt. Thus Isis earned her stature as the Mother of the pharaohs.

It is interesting to note that the Mother and Son imagery of Isis and Horus—in which Isis cradles and suckles her son—is strikingly similar to that of the Virgin Mary and baby Jesus.



Cybele - Ancient Roman Celebration
The festival of Isis was also celebrated by the Romans who used the event to commemorate an important battle and mark the beginning of Winter. Despite being an imported deity, Isis held a place at the Roman temple, and her festival—which lasted for three days—was regaled by mostly-female dancers, musicians and singers.

Yet the Roman root of Mother’s Day is perhaps more precisely found in the celebration of the Phrygian goddess Cybele, or Magna Mater (Great Mother).

Cybele stems from the Greek Goddess Rhea, who was the Mother of most of the major deities including Zeus. Rhea was therefore celebrated as a mother goddess, and the festival took place around the time of the Vernal Equinox.

Greek Celebration of Rhea, the Mother of the Gods
In Rome and Asia Minor, Cybele was the major Mother deity most similar to Rhea, the Greek mother of the Gods. Other societies worshipped similar deities including Gaia the Earth Goddess and Meter oreie the Mountain Mother. In many aspects, this Mother goddess was represented and celebrated similarly across cultures.

The Anatolian mother goddess festivals, however, were said to be so wild that they were eventually discouraged or banned. But more conservative celebrations of Cybele and her equivalents included eating honey cakes and sharing flowers in the morning. This was practiced throughout Asia Minor—and eventually in Rome.

The Roman celebration of Magna Mater fell between March 15 and March 22, just around the same time as the Greek festival in honor of Rhea. Referred to as Hilaria, games were held in honor of the Mother of the gods. Also customary was a procession through the streets with a statue of the goddess carried at the head, followed by a display of elaborate arts and crafts

walaupun begitu, ak x larang perayaan hari ibu sebab ak xnampak perkare negatif langsung dalam perayaan ni. lainla kalau ade konsert ke, parti ke, mende2 maksiat. hehe..so bende ni unnecessary but, never mind...

cakap pasal unnecessary, ak teringat pasal conversation ak pada malam tadi..

hahaha ak buat lawak je, padahal ak paham. mende jew, kew, pew, camnew ni memang unnecessary. haha tapi ak x kisah pon. ok jew, eh je....

when bad habit can make money...

credit to muner sebab kasi ak bace utopia trauma. ye, lukisan ni ak ikut stail rahmat harun..

ak memang suke doodling ni dari kecik lagi...humm If I recall correctly, minat ni tercetus di sekolah agame dulu. haha ye r, waktu rehat ak x makan sebab da makan kt rumah, so, ak slalu conteng meja( seawal darjah satu ). hahak siap terbitkan buku lukisan lagi, buku digimon, 4 jilid( darjah 3 dulu digimon famous, so ak reka digimon ak sendiri ). sume anggap ak ni cam maniac r gak...haha x kesah pon...so doodling ni dah jadi hardwired r. asal ak dpt sharpie, mesti nak conteng. tapi stakat ni ak doodle sume kat kertas je,( ok ak tipu, kat meja, dinding, whiteboard. lantai pon ade, dan tidak dilupe, tilam ) pastu ak terpikiaq nak wat kat baju( ade kat plan cuti ak kalau korang rujuk post sebelum ni ) kalakian, ak buat dua helai. and walaweh!!! stail gile, sampai xde sape sedar ak wat sendiri kalau ak x gitaw...pastu ade yg nak suruh ak wat satu untok die. die offer rm 30 tuh..perghh!!! bukan die sorang je, ramai gak galakkan ak jual. tapi ak tolak sebab baju ak ade banyak kelemahan lagi. tulisan x kekal sgt dan senang luntur...ToT. soo, ak nak mintak pendapat korang r, kalaw2 ak nak wat bisnes design baju ni:-

1. ok, brape harge yg sesuai?? modal kasar, baju-rm15, cat-10 sebotol( satu botol bole cover 2 baju kot), berus+marker-rm 10-tahan sampai 5 baju mungkin?,hairdryer (x beli lagi, tapi kalau ak nak serius, ak akan beli)-rm20. ak rase harge pokok ak nak letak rm25. ke boleh lebih???
2. camne nak advertise??
3. sape berminat?? dan korang rase bole berkembang x bisnes ni?? bagi r cadangan sket..

oh, dan ak ade wat kat kasut gak. ak ade buat satu kat kasut all star aku. and maybe, just maybe, ak akan buat kat beg...so, uhh, ak serius nak wat bisnes ni sebab first die mmg leh wat untung. second bukan lame pon nak buat, idea tu sebelum tido bole pikir, nak siapkan satu baju adela dalam 2 jam. lastly, mende ni memang ak suke dari kecik. so, ak nak manfaatkan r tabiat ak ni ke jalan yang betul. ak mungkin akan mulekan kat uitm nanti insyaallah..

note to self: tgn jangan panjang sangat, muke detail sikit, garisan merepek. lukisan camni ak wat sekejap je, name pon doodle..haha.

ak mmg x reti lukis muke padahal tiap2 hari kite tgok muke. explanation die senang je, sebab muka ni common sangat, orang senang detect same ade muke tu btol ke x. kadang2 mulut kebawah sikit, mate besar sikit pon dah nampak x cantik. in the other hand, bende2 lain atau bende yg x wujud akan kelihatan sempurna kerana kurangnye pengetahuan kita mengenai anatominya, so kita anggap ape yg kite lihat itu sempurna dan betul sifatnya..

baju 2: nail bunny dari JTHM

baju 1: wobbly-headed bob dari JTHM juge..

testing...

man, I lost it...ToT

tengok ramai org lukis pakai maker, so I try it out..gosh its harder than I think.. aduhh sukar sekali. da la lame x lukis..haha padahal lukis ni la feveret thing ak wat kat sekolah( no, really, kat sekolah, bukan asrama) haha sori r form 4, buku teks ko penoh ngan doodling ak...hahaha

so, ak rase nak post lukisan ak bebanyak kat sini..murhahaaha!!!! sebab ak lukis pon nanti ketas tu hilang..hehehe..feel free to critizise my art...thank you very much..

natalie...

uh-oh!!! just now i found an old song that I already forgot-torn by natalie imbruglia. wooo, this used to be my favourite song...wee how excited( its in my playlist, find em ) i'm so beyond in love with song. it gave me some sort of orgasm to my ear( now dirty-minded, I said my ear ok?? please)( and some says eargasm ). my heart feels really 'berbunga-bunga' when I listen to it. which is weird because if you look at this song's lyrics, it clearly shows that this song carries a very depressing meaning

natalie imbruglia ...enchanted nyer character haha

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man that I adored
You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie
Our conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins and now

I don't care
I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn

see? but the rythm change this song's message into hope, and redha...hahaaha. yup, we should accept our destiny and live our life happily...be optimist my fellow friend..this song helps me soothe my soul and i'm sharing it here just in case it works the same way to you...thumb's up for this special evergreen song!!!!!!

events tagged hard-wiredly in songs

certain songs contain a series of event that is embended in it. seriously, you must have that kind of song in your life which will stimulate your memories to flash once you hear it...i do..and ill share some of it for ya..

song: teddy picker
by: arctic monkeys


Despair up to the point that they provoke
The punchline before they have told the joke
The sheer desperation to be seen
Staring at the television screen

Despair up to the point that they provoke
You to tell the fucking punchline before you have told the joke
I'm sorry sunshine it doesn't exist
It wasn't in the top 100 list

And it's the thousandth time and it's even bolder,
Don't be surprised when you get bent over,
He told ya, but you were dying for it

She saw it and she grabbed it and it wasn't what it seemed
The kids all dream of making it, whatever that means
Another variation on a theme
A tangle on the television and the magazine
D'you reckon that they do it for a joke?
D'you reckon that they make 'em take an oath?
That says "we are defenders
Of any poseur or professional pretender around"

When did your list replace the twist and turn?
Like a fist, replaced the kissed-on concern
And if you're bothered, I don't want your prayer
Save it for the morning after

And it's the thousandth time and it's even bolder,
Don't be surprised when you get bent over,
He told ya, but you were gagging for it

Lets have a game on the Teddy Picker
Not quick enough can I have it quicker?
Already thick and you're getting thicker

Lets have a game on the Teddy Picker
Not quick enough can I have it quicker?
Already thick and you're getting thicker

Asuming that all things are equal,
Who'd want to be men of the people
When there's people like you?

story behind it: this is the first arctic monkeys song i heard, thanks yasser khalik shah bin abdul rasyid. believe it or not, this song is the beginning of the bond of me and him and also muneer( that's as far as i can remember ) coz of this song, I love arctic monkeys and i hangout with yasser and muneer to hear their songs. haha but the real headstart song for me and muneer is royal jelly by butterfingers. from that point, my taste towards music blooms. hahaha untill now i cant exactly believe such simple thingy can change me, a lot...

song: jasa bonda

by: warisan

Di saat kau lena dia berjaga
Kau bersenang dia bekerja
Untuk mu tiada terbatas
Memberi tidak minta dibalas
Ingin dibinanya untuk mu
Kehidupan yang sempurna
Punya kekuatan jiwa
Punyai maruah

Leterannya dari rasa luhur
Menegur sebelum terlanjur
Itulah yang diwarisi
Pesan ibu terpahat di hati
Beringat-ingatlah berpesan pesan
Untuk kebaikan
Marah bukan kebencian
Tapi tanda sayang

Engkau semakin dewasa
Berjiwa merdeka
Sedang dia semakin tua
Membilang usia
Di saat kau berjaya
Dia tiada berdaya
Semoga kau tak lupa
Jasa bonda

story behinds it: hahaha, this is a song that is awkwardly famous in my college. famously called jabon. introduced early during the orientation by our kaunselor, hearing this song makes me remember entirely about the school( how absurd ). and it got me flash back when during the orientation, when this song is played, I pretend to cry( its soo easy, you just have to yawn( which is double easy...) ). then cikgu zul call me and say something about soft-hearted blah blah...haha how embarassing( and guilty) considering that I'm just kidding though...huhu

song: seize the day

by: avenged sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

story behinds it: this old song reminds me about my preteen life in mjsc pasir salak. haha this song used to be so famous that if someone memorize this song, he/she too, will be famous...haha. it also rings one of my friend, raja khairul azri bin raja khaliff...my cubemate. gosh, he's so addicted to this song, he borrow mp3 from a person to another to hear it( including me lah)

song: deeper conversation
by: yuna

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
Let me

does your name rhymes with mine?

story behinds it: yeah unlike most people, this is the first yuna song that got into my head, not rocket...actually, there's no story behind this song, but who cares?? when I listen to this song, I remember yus hahaha...got no explanation 4 that..lalalala~~n_n

ok actually theres a bunch more but im lazy enough to not posting it here..haha nasyid pon ade..

never, i mean never, underestimate the awesome power of caffeine

ingat lagi x yg ak ade gtaw pasal idea bgon pagi tu, skang idea tu da makan tuan...



kalau korang tengok post ak sebelom nie, menunjukkan yang ak abes tulis blog kol 1.30. so anyway, ak masok tido pukul 2.30 pagi gitu r(lepas boring tengok powerpuff girls, asyik uulang jew). sebelum tu, ak agak dahage. so ak bukak peti sejuk cari air. xde yang menarik....hurrmmm...satu je yg ade, ayaq nescafe yg ak wat semalam...

'' minum sikit je xde kesan kot''

''xde air lain nih''

''*sigh, taram jelah!!!''

*glug

pastu masok tido cam biase...pas abes bace pape yg patot ak tutup mate. ak pusing kiri. kanan. kiri balik. ak menung...hurm....asal otak rase panas je nih??...xleh tido...setelah seketike...*tengok jam.. 4.00 pagi...nice. haaaa!!!! ak x ngantok langsong!!! ak siap telan ubat batuk lagi nak kasi ngantok. but still, xde kesan. baru sekarang ak perasan betape kawnye nescafe yg ak wat tu. ak termenung dan rase serbe salah kat atas katil. ak fikir same ade nak cube tido, ataw stay up teros coz ak takut subuh nanti burn...tamaw beb. sedang ak pikiaq tu, mak ak masuk bilik.''topek, bangon. dah subuh.''

...

*tengok jam.. 5.40 pagi...hurm. ak basoh muke, pastu solat.abes solat teros boleh tido. hahaha rase panas kat otak tadi hilang....kroohhh..zzzzz....pastu ak bangon balik kol 7.30. hahaha tapi ak x ngantok plak. btol nih!!! ak ngerklda...zzzzzz.....zzzzzzzz

caffeine-dadah ringan.=booster terbaek